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亨利与琼
1931年，巴黎
真是凭白之冤 It began so innocently.
他说一个女人发表文章悍卫劳伦斯是件怪事 They said it was strange a woman... would want to publish a defenseof D.H. Lawrence...
他的作品被人看做是煽情的 and that his words are consideredan incitement to sex.
他却说，一个以熟练手法描写性的人 - Then he said, "You write about sex..."- With some authority, Miss Nin.
一定过着自由的生活 You must've led a rather free life.
自由？你一定有不少经验 Free? You must've had a lot of experience.
你知道的，我指韵事 You know, affairs.
我最有兴趣的是你何以对色情的了解如此深入 I'm interested in how you came... to have such insights into the erotic.
是文学呀 For literature.
我喜欢普洛斯特和… Yes, I love Proust and...
我真正的觉醒是我先生休果和我去巴黎租了间公寓的时期 But I suppose my real awakeningcame when my husband Hugo and I...
有一天我正在收拾… One day, I was tidying up.
当时正在整理房主的衣橱 As I was going through the closets... where the owner left his belongings...
我发现了… I discovered...
那个衣橱 In that closet...
使我对色情的变化无端由陌生变为熟悉 I became familiar with the endlessvarieties of erotic experience.
休果 - 你大概要我送一程吧 - Hugo!- I thought you might need a lift.
编剧：菲力浦考夫曼等
制片：彼得考夫曼
你没事吧？小甜心 Are you all right, Pussy Willow?
他亲了我，休果什么？天呀 - He kissed me.- What? Oh, my God!
只是一个吻罢了 It was just one kiss.
导演：菲力浦考夫曼
他先吻我再轻抚我的身体 He kisses me once. Then he caresses all of my body.
搜寻我的双乳和最敏感、神秘的地方 He seeks my breasts... and my most secret, sensitive part.
双手盲目搜索 His hands are deft.
被一股无名的欲情驱使着 I'm tempted by unknown pleasures.
我发现他的情火点燃之后 When I see that I have let him be aroused...
就任他在我双胯间尽情发泄 I let him release his desirebetween my legs.
这么做纯出于同情 I just let him... out of pity.
我跟休果说了一部分 I tell Hugo... only part of the story.
你早 小甜甜 Pussy Willow!
记得晚上8点会我 Remember to meet me at 8:00 tonight.
休果 我今晚不去你介意吗？ Oh, Hugo, would you mind very muchif I didn't go this evening?
我介意 I would mind.
对不起，可是那些人只谈货款、基金和房地规划 I'm sorry, but all they talk about arebad loans, trusts or estate planning.
房地规划是很有创意的事 Estate planning can be very creative!
听着，没银行我们来不了巴黎我需要这份工作 Look, the bank is how we got to Paris.
我承认自己乐在其中又何妨？ I need this job and I admitI sometimes enjoy it. Why not?
何妨？ Why not?
你简直变了个人，休果 You're changing into someone else.
你身上都是钞票味 You are even beginning to smelllike the bank.
我工作你才能安心写作 I'm working so you can write.
我要交往一些有生命的人休果 I need to know people who are alive.
不对，不对 No no no
你没专心，没有完全发挥再来一次 You're not consummating.You're holding back.
再来一次 Do it again.
我没法子专心了，艾奎多 I can't seem to concentrate anymore,Eduardo.
我生活中好像还缺了些东西 My life? Sometimes I thinkI need something else.
一个比我更坚强的男人 An older man,a man stronger than I am.
你喜欢折磨我 You like to make me suffer.
我从小就一直爱你 I've loved yousince we were children, Anais.
可是我一直害怕自己不能… But, I've always had a fear that... I wouldn't be able to.
别说了 No
你看他们，艾奎多好细腻哟 Look at them.They're so exquisite.
我要是男人一定被她们迷倒 If I were a man,I'd be swept away.
她们迷不了我你才能 They don't move me like you do.
你家真不错，休果很安静 Hell of a place you got here, Hugo.Peaceful.
住很久了？大恐慌之后的事 Been here long?
大恐慌之后之前过什么生活？ - Just since the Crash.- Since the Crash? How'd you live before?
生活不错 We lived well.
这位是亨利米勒，美国名作家欧斯邦介绍的 This is Henry Miller, the Americanwriter Osborn is putting up. My wife.
内人安妮尼安 - 你好，安妮 - Anais Nin.- How are you, Anais?
艾奎多尚兹，安妮的表哥 Eduardo Sanchez, Anais' cousin.
安妮你该读读亨利的作品 他的钱全拿去买劳伦斯的书了 Anais, you ought to read Henry's stuff.He's got it over D.H. Lawrence.
我很乐意看看 亨利还没出版过呢 - I'd love to read what you've written.- Henry hasn't been published yet.
居然把他和劳伦斯比？ And you're comparing him to Lawrence?
我不想跟他比他可能讨厌我的风格 I don't want to be compared to Lawrence.He would've hated the way I write.
亨利写的都是平凡人物 所以我才不喜欢他的东西 - Henry writes for the man on the street.- I don't care for his writing.
安妮刚写了一本劳伦斯的评论 Anais has been writing a bookabout Lawrence.
或许你受不了他作品中性的描写太强烈 Perhaps his sexualityis too strong for you.
太强烈？他简直是幼稚，不成熟 Too strong? He's childish.He's prudish.
法国人一向都写这种事 The French have been writingabout this. Rabelais, Flaubert!
拉布雷、福娄贝尔 坦白说，现代作家没有不吃他口水的 I can't imagine any modern writernot to owe a debt to Lawrence.
去吃东西吧 We should eat.
他太着眼于性了几乎捧为经典 He makes too much out of sex.He makes a damn gospel out of it.
我认为性和生、死一样是自然现象 To my way of thinking,sex is natural... like birth or death.
再说我并不如一般人想像中对文学和诗那么有兴趣 I'm not interested in literatureor poetry as we know it.
你对什么有兴趣？ What are you interested in?
亨利写的全是做爱做爱？ - Henry writes about fucking.- Fucking?
不对，我写自我解放的事自然少不了做爱了 I'm writing about self-liberation.
欧斯邦呀…快吃东西吧 - It's definitely about fucking.- We should eat something.
艾米莉等着呢 Amelia's waiting.
我翻了几页之后才发现自己看自己的小说 I flipped through more pages,and I realize... this is my own novel I'm readingwith some joker's name on it...
被一个土蛋译成法文变成巴黎第一畅销书 written in French, being soldin the best bookstore in Paris.
不可能，怎么可能的？怎么可能的？ - Unbelievable.- How's that possible?
休果，记得去年我装手稿的手提箱被偷的事吗？ Remember last year when some guy stolemy briefcase with my manuscript in it?
他偷了我的手稿不过不知道我会抓到他的 This guy swiped my manuscript, but whathe doesn't realize is I'll get him.
蛋糊是我们家传的拿手菜 The souffle is froman old family recipe.
蛋糊呀 原来是这个 So this is a souffle!
希望有内容 I hope it's substantial enough.
他不知道我是剽窃法律师 This joker doesn't know I'll get himbecause I'm a copyright lawyer.
我会像对付上一个一样对付他的 I'll go after himlike I went after the other joker.
偷你剧本的人？偷我剧本那个 - The guy who stole your play.- That's on Broadway.
在百老汇的时候百老汇的时候 That's on Broadway...I told you this already?
我已经说过了？ 有关他从我手提箱里偷走的事？ About how this guy must've stolenmy play out of my briefcase?
否则我早成名了都是这些败类 I'd be a well-received writer by nowif it weren't for these jokers.
我一定抓到他我绝不冒险 这里面是我的新作品 But I'll get them. I'm not takingany chances. This is my new baby.
你笑我？ You're laughing at me?
我感觉好舒服 I just feel so good. Wonderful.
太棒了，这儿的一切真好 What a fine moment we have here.A free lunch.
免费午餐，壁炉里的火，美酒 Fire in the fireplace. Wonderful wines.
蓝色和橘红色美得无话可说了 The colors blue and orange.It's wonderful! No other word for it.
你写什么？诗还是什么？ What do you write, poetry or something?
大部分作品都在日记里 Most of my writing is in these diaries.
不要 我不给别人看的 No, I never let anyone read it.
也不给别人看过 I never show it to anyone...
只有休果，偶尔看过 except Hugo... sometimes.
我一直想看普洛斯的“囚犯” I always wanted to read The Captive.La Prisonnier.
我想送给你 I want you to have it.
我借了 I'll borrow it. Thanks.
在布鲁克林常参加六天单车赛 I used to go to the six-day bike raceswe had in Brooklyn.
我喜欢单车 Yeah, I love bikes.
我不能接受我要送你 - But I couldn't take it.- I want you to have it.
那你用什么？可以向你借呀 - What will you use?- I'll borrow yours.
你不能骑男人的单车干脆叫亨利骑我的好了 You can't ride a man's bike.Henry should take mine.
谢谢你，休果你太好了 Hey, thanks, Hugo.
真的用得着有空再来看你们 That's swell of ya.I can really use this.
走吧，艾奎多 I'll visit.
我们比赛天黑前谁先到巴黎 Come on, Eduardo, I'll race youback to Paris before it gets dark.
准备 On your mark.Come on.
我早不比赛了单车只是我回家的工具 I don't race anymore. To me, a bikeis just a means of getting home.
预备了 Get set.
你不是我的对手 - 你好了吗？艾奎多 - You're no match for me.- Are you set, Eduardo?
- 先警告你，我常比赛的 - 开始 - I warn you I used to race.- Go!
我倒想看看他的作品可惜永远不会出书的 - I'd love to read something he wrote.- Fat chance. He'll never get published.
我见过亨利米勒了 I've met Henry Miller.
他充满活力、热情洋溢 He is virile, flamboyant.
他的生活充满激情 He is a man life intoxicates.
和我一样 He is like me.
可惜他并不知道 But he doesn't know it yet.
亨利很性格 Henry's quite a character.
晚安，小甜甜晚安，休果 Good night. 'Night, Hugo.
我来帮你 休果，我没事的 - Let me help you.- I'll be fine.
欧斯邦在家我想给亨利个惊喜 Osborn said he'd be home,and I want to surprise Henry.
我只是想你需要人帮忙你当真没事？ I thought you could use a hand.You're all right?
是的，我没事，休果 Yes, I'm fine!
我会搭火车，待会回家见 I'll take the train,and meet you home later.
我等一下好了，免得出事 I'll wait a minute just in case.
我不要你等今晚见了 I don't want you to wait. I'll see you tonight.
今晚见 See you tonight.
亨利？ Henry?
欧斯邦？ Osborn?
“生命中最狂野的一刻她跪在人行道上”
“其他一切都是谎言”
“她渴望幻觉正如其他女人渴望钻石”
对不起 - Oh, excuse me!- Oh, God, I forgot.
对不起我对不起 - I'm sorry.- No, I'm sorry.
小鬼呀来贫民窟呀 Hiya, kid.Slumming, huh?
我去欧斯邦那他告诉我去戏院找你的 I went to Osborn's place.He told me where to find you.
我带来打字机你可以用的 I brought my typewriter.I thought you should have it.
可以…找个地方坐吗？ Can we go and sit down somewhere?
好呀 Why not?
后面有间小咖啡厅 There's a little cafe back here.
来呀 Come on.
电影中的女主角 That actress in the film...
使你想起什么人吗？ she reminds you of someone.
一个使你心牵神系的女人 A woman who obsesses you.
我了解那种感受 I know that feeling.
我也…常着情 I'm often obsessed.
你多吃点吧像个鸟胃似的 You oughta eat something, kid.You eat like a bird.
好吧，告诉你吧 All right, I'll tell ya.
珍是个天使般的女孩我却给她虚假的信心 June appeared like an angel.I offered her a fool's fate.
她是舞女 She was a taxi dancer.
只要花钱，她就跟我跳靠着我的肩头 I paid my dime. She put her head on my shoulder.
一个谎言就这么开始了 But then the lies began.
她说她妈是吉普赛人 She told me her mother was a Gypsy.
爸爸是个骗子 Her father was a count.
看了电影才知道她的身世跟电影一模一样 Later I saw a film and realized sheswiped her childhood out of the film.
然后呢？ And so?
我娶了她 So I married her.
她给我勇气辞了职 全天候写作 她相信我 She gave me the courage to quit my jobto write full time. She believed in me.
冬天弄些钱去买草莓 Somehow she got some money sowe could buy strawberries in the winter.
我们一文不名，住在布鲁克林 We're broke,living in a dump in Brooklyn...
但却快活得和神仙一样 but we're living like kings.
有一天她认识一个画家还带回家一起住 Then one day she meets an artist. Brings her home to live with us.
没多久我们又要多养一张口了 Pretty soon we're supporting Jean, too.
她怎么弄钱？ How is she getting the money?
她爸爸爸爸？ - Pop.- Pop?
全是她编的 Pop's her scam.
有一天她捧了一把钱回来我才明白 I found out about Pop only aftershe barged in with a fistful of money...
她建议我去巴黎写作 and suggests I go to Paris to write.
她过几天再去找我 Then she'll join me later.
我看了她虚假的眼神说 I take one look into her lying eyes,and say...
全听你的 "Anything you say."
我收拾一下就去欧洲了 Pack my bags and I'm off to Europe.
不过… But...
我不是她想像中的笨蛋 I'm not quite the sapshe takes me for.
我预感要赶回去 Something tells me to double back...
明白吗？ and take a see.
碰面时她倒先发我一顿脾气 But when I confront her,she gets furious with me!
还说没老爸早饿死了说老爸是守护神 She said we would've starvedwithout Pop. "Pop's my patron saint."
守护神？ Your patron saint?
她是这么说的 Yeah. That's what she calls him.
不过她骗对方说她在写作 Only she's been telling Popthat it's her writing.
老爸因为她写作才给钱的 That's why Pop's been buying it,because of her.
你好 How you doing? Bonjour.
还说我该感激她这么对我 And I should be grateful.She's done it all for me.
后来又说爱我一切问题全不见了 Then she says, "I love you." And everything else vanishes.
那一刻，我像走入永恒 In that moment, I lived eternities.
她为什么生气、伤心吃醋又残忍？ Why does she get angry, hurt,jealous or cruel?
又为何骗我？我一直不明白 Why does she lie?That I can't understand.
或许你问错问题了 Maybe you're not askingthe right questions.
是吗？你会怎么问？ Oh, yeah?What would you ask?
我会问她为什么要非骗人不可 I'd asked:What makes her lies necessary?
她怕些什么？ What is she afraid of?
她怕什么人？ Who is she afraid of?
这是女人会问的事 The kinds of things a woman would ask.
女人？ A woman?
对不起，借几法郎用用吧今天不方便 Excuse me, pal. Could you springfor a few francs? I'm short today.
滚蛋 Beat it!
你需要的话我这儿有 I could give you some moneyif you need it.
你太好了 Thanks. That's swell of ya.
小心点 Careful.
你回家没问题吧？ See you, kid.You can get home okay?
当然，我没事的 Yes, of course. I'll be fine.
应该叫得到车的有钱人常来这的 Should be taxis all the time.A lot of your swanky types come here.
再见 See ya.
我弄出很多有趣的影像 I'm getting interesting shadowy images.
我喜欢 I like it.
你爱的是别人的头脑 You fall in love with people's minds.
我担心亨利会抢走你 I'm afraid I could lose you to Henry.
别胡说了 Don't be ridiculous.
他太粗俗 He's so rough!
还叫我小鬼 He calls me "kid."
我讨厌他 I hate him.
他是寄生虫、自大狂 He's a parasite, an egoist.
可能是由于嫉妒 Maybe it's just jealousy.
你嫉妒什么？ What are you jealous of?
他的生活充满痛苦和混乱 His life seemsso full of pain and chaos.
是别人把他害的 He has someone who drives himto pain and chaos.
安妮，我太太 Anais, meet my wife June.
谢谢你照顾亨利 Thanks for taking care of Henry.
他描述得你不一样你太差了，亨利 He didn't describe you right. You didn't, Henry.
你家的色彩 The colors you've used!
好像每个房间都有不同的气氛，安妮丝 It's as if you painted each roomfor a different mood, Anais.
我叫安妮 It's Anais.
亨利没一样说对的 Henry gets everything wrong.
安妮
抱歉 Oh, sorry!
永远快乐光明 - Always merry and bright.- You said it!
你说对了
你打算取什么书名？ What's the title of your bookgoing to be?
正在考虑几个可能 I'm knocking around a couple.
我觉得theEquator和Tropicofcancer I Sing the Equator and Tropic of Cancer.
我喜欢前者 不， - I like Sing the Equator.- No!
Tropicofcancer才好毫无疑问的， - Tropic of Cancer.- Without question.
安妮说的对 You are so absolutely right.
瞧吧，亨利，我早说过了 You see, Henry, I told you so.
你对她有什么看法？ So? What do you think of her?
琼吗？不怎么样 June? Not much.
你怕她？ You're afraid of her?
只是不信任她，你呢？ I just don't trust her.Do you?
信任她？ Trust her?
才不呢 Of course not.
你不觉得她美吧？ But you do think she's beautiful,don't you?
不觉得 这是实话 No. That's the truth.
你这个人很实在 You have no aberrations...
也不残忍 no cruelty.
我不想残忍 I don't want to be cruel.
我痛恨怕女人太强的男人 I hate men who are afraidof a woman's strength.
我不怕你太强，我喜欢 I'm not afraid of your strength!I love it.
越强越好 The stronger, the better.
来吧 Come here.
你不会恨我吧？ You don't hate me, do you?
再多说些实话 Tell me some more truth.
或者谎言 Or some lies!
跟我说悄悄话 Whisper to me.
你会怎么骗琼？ How would you lie to June...
如果你跟她做爱的话 if you were making love to her?
跟她做爱？ Making love to her?
对，她的身体 Yes. To her body.
丰满的身体 Her voluptuous body.
她好变态，如此坦露 She's so perverse, so naked.
告诉她你爱她 Tell her that you love her.
我爱你 I love you!
抱紧点 Hold tighter.
像男人一样占有她 Possess her like a man.
我想像男人一样跟她做爱 I want to fuck her like a man.
干她，休果 - Fuck her.- I am.
我有 我在干她，小甜甜 I am fucking her, Pussy Willow.
你还好吧？休果 Pretty good, Hugo.
我在布鲁克林时常参加单车比赛 I used to pace the six-daybike races in Brooklyn.
你技术很不错快点呀 - You're pretty damn good to keep up.- Let's go!
我天生就会一向都喜欢运动 I guess it's natural with me.I've always loved sports.
快呀 Hey, come on!
好有趣哟 That was fun.
你像女老师，我像女学生 You're like the schoolteacher.I'm like the young girl.
永远快乐光明，安妮 Always merry and bright.
你叫什么？ What's your name?
我是柏加爵士 I'm Count Bruggar!
你是哪里人？ Where do you come from?
柏加爵士一直活在舞台上 Count Bruggar's been on the stage.
所以才被宠坏的 That's why he's so spoiled.
我没有被宠坏 Count Bruggar is not spoiled!
是珍做的 Jean made Count Bruggar.
她是个艺术家，手工细致 She's an artist.Her hands are incredible.
她美得像男人 Her beauty's more like a man's.
不是个普通的女人 She's no ordinary woman.
普通的女人没法做柏加爵士 No ordinary womancould make Count Bruggar!
安静点，我们在讲话呀 你闭嘴 - Quiet. We're talking.- Shut up.
你也闭嘴 You shut up, too!
你在哪学的？ 我父母是演艺圈的 - Where did you learn how to do this?- My parents were show people.
父亲是魔术师 我妈是织毯专家我是在路上出生的 My father was a magician in the circus.My mother was a trapezist.
亨利怎么告诉你的 What has Henry told you?
没有，真的 Nothing. Really.
他提过老爸吗？ He mention Pop?
没有，老爸是谁？ No. Who's Pop?
老爸是艺术的守护神 Pop is a patron saint of the artsI know.
亨利吃醋因为他有钱 Henry's jealous of himbecause Pop's rich.
亨利最会鸡蛋里挑骨头了 你知道男人什么德性了 Henry sees a lecher under every rock.You know how men get.
你爱女人吗？ Do you love women?
什么意思？ What do you mean?
珍呢？ What about Jean?
亨利跟你提过我和珍的事 Did Henry tell you about Jean and me?
不是，是你跟我说的 No! You've been telling meabout her.
他有本事把任何事都丑化 Sometimes he has a way of making... everything ugly.
他没跟你上过床吧？什么？ - He's not sleeping with you, is he?- What?
看样子没有 I guess not.
付钱了吧？ - Did we pay?- Let me.
我来给吧 好的，我还得订票 Good. I've got to book my passage.
订票，到那去？ Passage? To where?
回纽约呀 Home to New York.
走吧，柏加 Come on, Bruggar.
我还要过生活呢 好多事没完成 I've got my own life to lead.So many things up in the air.
朋友啊 表演啊 还有场试镜也不能错过 My friends, my acting. There'san audition I don't want to miss.
你只有这些钱？ Excuse me,this is all the money you have?
是的 Yes.
抱歉，我无能为力 Sorry. I can't do anything for you.
你要我游泳回去吗？ What do you want me to do, swim?
当然不是 Of course not.
会有办法的 We'll find a solution.
出了点事，我也不知道 Something's happened.I don't know.
不是票价涨了就是汇率降了 The price has gone up,or the exchange rate's gone down.
我想买便宜的可是连三等舱都不够 I tried to get a reduction, but I don'thave enough even for third class.
我不能的 - Here. Let me...- I couldn't.
好了，拿去吧 Please, take this.
你真好 It's swell of you.
谢了 Thanks.
船的事… About that boat.
你找到方法了？ So, did you find a solution?
希望如此 I hope so.
我很想搭头等舱 可以办的 - I'd really like to travel first-class.- It's possible.
咱们可以一起喝一杯 Maybe you know a placewe could meet for a drink.
那就6点好了 Let's say 6:00.
7点好一点 7点好了 - 7:00's better.- 7:00.
找到了 Here I am.
这个叫蒙娜的角色，是我吗？ This character, Mona.She's supposed to be me?
什么事？ Why?
没事 Nothing.
亨利写得真好 It's so good.
我一直希望你当 I always wanted you to be...
杜斯妥也夫斯基 Dostoyevsky.
有那么好吗？ 好？ - Is that good?- Good?
我奋斗，吃苦这么久 I struggled, suffered...
只为了这个？ for this?
这不是我 差太远了 This isn't me.This is not me!
当然是你了是我心目中的你 Of course it's you.It's the you inside me.
我被扭曲了 It's a distortion.
亨利，看着我 Henry, look at me.
看呀 Look!
你看不清任何人的本质 You can't see me or anyoneas they are.
我要杜斯妥也夫斯基 I wanted Dostoyevsky.
谁能当上你的他呀 Who can be Dostoyevsky with you?
这是不可能的事 You make that impossible!What do you want?
你想怎么样？ 我想怎么样？对 - What do I want?- Yeah?
我告诉你这么多我一生的故事之后 After I brought the world to you? After I told you all of my stories?
我要你为我著书立说 Sing my praises!
让我成为人人羡慕的人物 Make me an admirable character.
我不是人像画家 我同意你 - I'm not a portrait painter.- I'll say you're not.
看看你怎么对安妮的 Look what you've done to Anais.
你使一切变丑 You make everything ugly.
美对你而言是个笑话 Beauty is a joke to you.
你太消极 You're so negative.
你是个潦倒的作家 You're a failure as a writer.
不是男人，你是小孩 You're not a man.You're a child!
你利用女人 You use women!
你利用我，混蛋 You used me, you fucker!
你王八蛋 You fuck!
打发她 Get rid of her.
我会让你痴狂 I'll drive you wild.
我爱你 I love you.
我想喝醉 I wanna be drunk.
也要你醉 And make... you drunk.
因为我有点怕你 Because I'm intimidated by you.
我可以说任何事你都会原谅我 I need to feel free to say anythingand know that you'll forgive me.
我要告诉你些事免得你跌倒 I want to tell you thingsso you won't stumble through life.
我干过无数疯狂、下流的事 I've done the vilest things... foulest things.
不过我的做法高段 But I've done them superbly.
现在却感觉清纯 I feel innocent now.
你相信我吗？ Do you believe that?
你本来就很清纯我也想像你一样清纯 You are innocent. I want to be innocent like you.
经历你所有的经验 I want to experience everythingyou've experienced.
替我照顾亨利 Take care of Henry for me.
我明早就走了 I'll be leaving in the morning.
什么？ What?
早上？ The morning?
你几时回来？ But when will you come back?
可能很快 Maybe soon.
可能一去不回 Maybe never.
我有好多事想跟你一起做的 There is so much I wishI could've done with you.
也希望跟你一起吃鸦片 I wish I could've taken opium with you.
手腕伸出来 Give me your wrist.
不要，你的饰物够少了 No! You have so few things.
我想再多给你一些 I wanted to give you more.
我想抱着你 I wanted to hold you.
她疯了 你不明白吗？ She's crazy. Don't you see it?
不明白 也不在乎 No, I don't see.I don't care.
她在利用你 She's just using you.
你根本不明白 你是嫉妒 You just don't understand.You're jealous of her.
我不是 No, I'm not.
再说，你再也见不到她了 Besides, you'll never see her again.
这是哪来的？ Where did you get this?
我看看 Show me!
你有什么地方我没爱过的 Does she think she can love anythingin you I haven't loved?
亨利，或许你有才华和激情 Henry, you may have geniusand passion...
不过你少了一样东西 but something is definitely missing.
是什么？ Oh, yeah? What?
热情？ Compassion.
对谁的热情？ Compassion for whom?
琼就是一例 June, for instance.
不如把热情留给月亮吧 Might as well have compassionfor the moon.
我打算写一本有关琼的书 I'm going to write a book about June.
我正在写呀 I'm writing about her.
我比谁都了解她 I know more than anybody will knowabout her.
我指的是一样完全不同的事 I'm talking about somethingtotally different. As a woman.
以女人的身份 发自内心的 From the inside out.
我可以进入琼内心的诗境 I can get into the poetry of June.
安妮 她是我老婆 Hey, she's my fucking wife.
你不了解自己的老婆 You don't understandyour own fucking wife.
我吻过她 I kissed her.
你想怎么写就写吧 Write about whatever you wantto write about, for Christ's sake.
我祝福你 And more power to ya.
我要去工作了 你尽可能多待一会 - I gotta get back to work.- Stay longer if you can.
她最近压力很大刚刚才复元 She's been under stress.Just getting back on her feet.
他们弄了些海地鼓 Say, they've got Haitian drumsup there.
还邀我加入 That fellow said I might sit in.
看你跳舞更能了解你的本性 I saw your true naturewhen you were dancing.
你不了解我 You don't understand.
也许我只是个庄稼汉只有妓女能了解我 Maybe I'm just a peasant,and only whores can understand me.
你想跳舞吗？ You wanna dance?
双腿张开，开大点 Move your legs wider.
我爱你 I love you.
我需要你，我爱你 I need you.
你干什么？我快发狂了 What are you doing?You're driving me wild.
也许我是周旋在他两之间的魔鬼 Perhaps I am a demon to be ableto pass from Henry's arms into Hugo's.
我这么写的时候休果就躺在我身边 Hugo lies next to meas I write this.
我爱休果 I love Hugo.
我感到清纯 And I feel innocent.
我说过自己小时候在波多黎各的事吗？ Did I ever tell you about when I wasa little boy growing up in Puerto Rico?
我爹常带我看嘉年华会 My father used to take meto the carnival.
到处是鼓声和吓人的面具 There were wild drums beatingand frightening masks.
有一些令人害怕的事 我不明白 There was something going on that wasterrifying, that I didn't understand.
我对家父说我不怕 I said to my father,"I'm not afraid.
你的手给我 But give me your hand."
我得走了 I have to go.
你好，理查先生 Hello, Mr. Richards.
你好，休果 格蓝周五会参加我们 Hello, Hugo.Mr. Grant can't join us till Friday.
安妮，我鼓足了勇气才写信给你 Anais, I don't know how muchI dare write you.
我想打电话又怕休果接到 I would call you,only I'm afraid Hugo would answer.
但愿这封信别落在他手上 God forgive if this letter'sever opened by mistake.
我没办法 I can't help it.
我要你，我爱你 I want you. I love you.
我心中一直忘不了你 I've been living with you constantly.
我怕告诉你担心会吓着你 But I've been afraid to tell you.
今天我看了“圣女贞德的激情” But today as I watched Dreyer'sPassion of Joan of Arc...
看见疯修士时就想起你 I saw the mad monkplayed by Antonin Artaud.
你就像贞德一样 I thought of you like Joan...
年轻、纯洁、单一、疯狂 in all your youth and purityand single-minded madness.
在另一个爱上她的角色 And I saw myself in Artaud.
身上也看见了自己 A hungering monk in love with youand with my madness... and your madness.
他眼中的情魔和你眼中一模一样 And the demon in Artaud's eyeswas like the demon in your eyes.
我们真配呀 We fit so well together.
可是休果就比较麻烦 With Hugo, it's so difficult sometimes.
我得擦凡士林 We have to use Vaseline.
他的好大 His penis is so big.
可是你的尺寸较合 But you and I fit so well.
亨利，我要进入你的思想 Oh, Henry, I want to knowwhat you know.
我要和你合而为一 I want my life to match your life.
我的经纪在达佛给我弄了份工作
达佛不适合丑角去
谁抗拒得了猩猩的魅力
瞧瞧吧，不得了吧？ Look at that, will ya?Isn't that something?
我看了你的劳伦斯评论 Just read your goddamn bookon D.H. Lawrence...
很棒的一本书 and my, oh, myit's one hell of a book.
更显得我对劳伦斯一无所知了 Shows me I didn't know shitabout Lawrence when I spoke.
我凭什么高谈阔论他的事 Who am I to go shooting offat the mouth about him?
他比我想像中伟大多了 He was much greater, finerthan I ever thought.
且不管他是不是成功的男人 Never mind how he failedor triumphed as a man.
他的艺术家地位是否成功 As an artist, did he succeed?
我认为成就非凡 I say magnificently.
他企图解放文学这是我们的任务 He tried to liberate literature.
解放、自由 And that's our task:Liberation, freedom.
敬劳伦斯 敬我们的缺点 Let's toast to Lawrence.Let's toast to our defects.
敬 Toast...
我们的友情 to our friendship.
喝凉的，尿热的 Drink cold, piss warm.
敬亨利 To Henry.
去他的德佬 Fuck the Huns.
知道我是谁吗？ You know who I really am?
我来自海的那一头我是巴尼克比尔水手 It's only me from over the sea.I'm Barnacle Bill the sailor
我像一棵耶诞树巴尼克比尔水手 I'm all lit up like a Christmas treeI'm Barnacle Bill the sailor
终生航海游四方又抽烟又喝酒 I'll sail the sea until I croakI'll fight and swear and drink and smoke
可惜我是只旱鸭子 巴尼克比尔水手 But I can't swim a bloody strokeI'm Barnacle Bill the sailor
会打会干 只可惜是只旱鸭子 I'll put my mast in whom I pleaseI'm Barnacle Bill the sailor
会抽烟会喝酒可惜我是只旱鸭子 I'll drink and fight and fuck and smokeBut I can't swim a bloody stroke
巴尼克比尔水手巴尼克比尔水手 I'm Barnacle Bill the sailorBarnacle Bill the sailor
变态
你才变态 Perverts yourselves!
下流
下流？
干你的杰克 - Fuck you.- Jack.
什么？说干你的，杰克 - What?- Say, fuck you, Jack.
干你的，杰克 Fuck you, Jack!
拉拉？ Twelve meters.
再来 Pull it.
麻烦一下
Yeah, scram.
谢谢
好了
再来
人人都说性很猥亵 其实真正猥亵的是战争 Everybody says sex is obscene.The only true obscenity is war.
我只相信 I'd believe only in a god...
懂得跳舞的上帝 who understood how to dance.
是不是很了不起？ Isn't that something?
这是尼朱的名言而德佬却扭曲了他的话 Nietzsche says that at the same time... the Huns and Germany are gearing up,perverting, what he says.
我们有这种理解的天份 We're given this gift:The ability to understand.
可是没人想理解什么 Yet no one wants to understand.
我们有看读的能力 We're given the ability to read.
看看尼朱、汤玛斯曼 Read Nietzsche, Thomas Mann...
史宾格勒、乔伊斯、伦波 read Spengler, Joyce, Rambaud.
爱丽丝梦干仙境 Read fucking Alice in Wonderland.Huh, Osborn?
什么东西都故障了 Everything's out of whack.
每个人都只为钱担心而不接纳自我 People just worry about moneyand deny their inner self.
钱又算他妈的什么？ What is money, anyway?
葡萄牙有句俗话说 There's an old Portuguese saying...
如果大便有价值穷人就没屁眼 "If shit had value,the poor wouldn't have asses."
钱，钱，钱 Money. Money.
他们走进夜晚的人群中 They walk through the night crowdprotected by money...
在钱中打滚、沉醉、变笨 lulled by money, dulled by money.
一心只想着钱钱钱 No single object anywherethat is not money.
到处谈钱，还是不够 Money everywhere and still not enough.
没钱、有点钱、钱不够用好多钱 Then no money or little moneyor less money or more money.
就是钱，也只有钱 But money. Always money!
你有钱，他没钱钱决定一切 If you have money or don't have money,it's the money that counts.
钱生钱，钱又是什么东西 And money makes money.But what makes money make money?
去他妈的 I say, what the hell!
像小丑一样离开世界 对吧？小丑 We gotta die to the worldlike the clowns. Right, clowns?
我没见过巴黎的日出 I've never seen the sun rise in Paris.
也没整晚不睡觉 I've never been up all night.
我也没这么认真地交往一个女人 I've never been with a womanI could be so sincere with.
我心中充满写作之源 I feel so free to write now.
我帮你 I'll help you.
我也帮你 And I'll help you.
我感觉好清纯 I feel so pure.
好有力 So strong.
好新颖，亨利 So new, Henry.
你和我，不像一般的男女 You and I together,not any man or woman together.
我要汲取你身上的一切 I'm gonna demand everything of you.
包括不可能的 Even the impossible.
因为你鼓励了我 Because you encourage it.
我该跪下来崇拜你 Maybe I should get down on my kneesand worship you.
剥掉你的衣服 I'm gonna undress you.
对你粗鲁一点 Vulgarize you a bit.Lift up your dress.
掀起你的裙摆 No, not here.
亨利，别在这
别乱看 Don't look around.
你像贵族 You little aristocrat.
别在乎 Don't care.
我喜欢和你做爱，教导你 I want to fuck you... teach you things...
羞辱你 humiliate you a little.
双腿夹着我 Wrap your leg around me.
我要你跟我一起来 I'm gonna make you come with me.
很出色 Remarkable.
我没看过这么美的东西 This is one of the most beautiful thingsI've ever read.
日记没给任何人看过 I've never shown this diaryto anyone before.
除了你 No one will ever know these things...
没人知道 but you.
你就要成为梦想的作家了 You're becoming all the thingsyou wished to be as a little girl.
我养了只小蟋蟀 - I had a cricket.- What?
装在笼子里的小蟋蟀 A little cricket in a cage.
我喜欢你的口音 I love your accent.
走到哪都带着 I carried it everywhere with me.
到美国时被移民局没收了 But when we arrived in America,they took it away at immigration.
只让我留下这本日记 The only thing they let me keepin America was my diary.
和我的口音 And my accent.
你11岁时我就爱你了 I love you at 11.
我爱现在的你 I love you now.
一百岁也照爱 I will love you at 100.
来吧，看看 Here. Take a look.
相当好 有力 This is good.Powerful.
你的也是 Yours, too.
你说实话的口气 You tell the truth with such...
这么委婉 delicacy.
希望你不介意 介意？ - I hope you don't mind.- Mind?
怎么会？我喜欢听积极的建议 Why should I mind?I welcome constructive criticism.
好 Good.
只要是建设性的 If it's constructive.
你干什么？ 只有几个小地方 - What are you doing?- Just a few things.
太累赘 Here it's all shrieks...
太抽象了 and abstracts.
不能无病呻吟 It's too melodramatic.
你得花时间再发挥 You gotta take time to expand.
你喜欢这么做？ You're enjoying this.
什么？删改我的名字 - What?- Cutting me up.
我不要照你的方式写 I don't want to writethe way you write.
我不要你学我呀 I don't want you to writethe way I write.
写自己的东西我只是提供建议而已 You've got to write in your own voice.I'm just making a few suggestions.
这么写比较精简，你瞧 It's tight in places.Here.
念出来听听看 Read it out loudand see how it sounds.
我才不让你称心如意呢 称心？ - I won't give you that pleasure.- Pleasure?
你等等 Hold on a minute here.
你不能接受？要有接受批评的雅量 Can't you take it?You gotta take a few taps on the chin.
批评？ A few taps on the chin?
你这是践人自误呀 Amuse yourself with someone else.
找个拳击手呀 A prizefighter, for instance.
答对了，找拳手 You're right exactly.A prizefighter.
偶尔被打倒的人才学得到技巧 You've got to get knocked downoccasionally to acquire ring tactics.
战略和战斗的艺术 The strategy,the art of fighting.
不能关在房里打太极拳上了场支撑不到两分钟的 You can't just shadowbox in your room. You wouldn't last two minuteswhen you step into the ring.
我对跟你比拳兴趣缺缺 I am not interestedin stepping into a ring with you.
世界上早充满了打斗 The world will give usplenty of beatings.
真正需要的是彼此的支持 We need each other's support.
我可以以外行的身份批评你吗？ Should I criticize youlike an outsider?
我可以说你是卡通作家 Should I say you writecaricatures?
只以男人的观点写作而不了解女人 That you write only from a man's pointof view and can't understand women?
你的作品中往往呈现残暴的讯息 Should I say that sometimes there'sa touch of the brute in your writing?
你太偏向写实了 That you're too much of a realist?
怎么了？没有雅量？ What's the matter?Can't you take it?
像个拳手？ Like a prizefighter.
住手吧 Knock it off.
你想打吗？ You want to fight, huh?
别动，这样子好看 Leave it. It looks nice that way.
好野 Wild.
好自然 Loose.
你一直不喜欢我原先的样子 You never like the way I look.
我喜欢，我爱你头发 I do love your hair.
只是觉得不该这么板整 I just think it shouldn't be so severe.
这么紧 So tight.
和我的作品一样？ Like my writing?
不像你的作品，我喜欢你的作品 No, not like your writing.I love your writing.
我对你有信心 I believe in you.
昨晚我还想到我该娶你的 Last night I thought that you werethe woman I should've been married to.
你跟我老是冷潮热风 You're always ironizing with me.
没这个说法该说冷嘲热讽 "Ironizing"? There's no such word.It's "to be ironic."
我查字典 Look it up.
他剽窃我的点子用在自己的作品中 Then he steals my ideasand puts them in his novel.
亨利不是这种人 Henry wouldn't do that.
我确定 I'm sure of it.Somehow...
他有时会翻我的手提箱 he got into my briefcaseand swiped my ideas.
用我的句子 Those phrases are mine.
表达法，全是我的 That way of expression,that rhapsodizing, it's mine.
尼采还是我介绍他看的 Nietzsche?I introduced him to Nietzsche.
还有和休果 他不是把你从休果手中抢走 I introduced him to Hugo and you.He stole you from Hugo.
不是…他抢了我的你 - Don't, Richard.- He stole you from me.
这是真的 That's true.
我一直想当你的情人 It was my idea to become your lover.
他背叛我和我最好的朋友你老公 He betrayed me by stealing you from meand from my best friend, your husband.
那个人早烂透了 This man is treacherous to the core.
这个山顶洞人简直想要我的命 This Neanderthal from Brooklynis trying to murder me.
他以友情为幌子 For all his pretended friendship, hismost intimate friends are only fodder...
把别人当成命运的卒子 for the unrolling of his own sanctifieddestiny, his own creative urges.
我不打扰你们了 I leave the two of youto your destiny.
还有一件事 And one more thing.
不准在我家打炮，我绝不容忍 No more sex in my apartment.I won't stand for it.
我绝不容忍 I won't stand for it.
我爱他， I love that guy.
他了解我 即便他… He understands me,even though he is...
现在不要，待会吧… Pas maintenant. Later.
即便他冷朝热风 Even though he is ironizing.
我现在只剩下3个欲望了 I have only three desires now:
吃饭 To eat...
睡觉 to sleep...
睡觉和… and, uh...
和什么？ And?
外面的土蛋 是艺术系学生 - Jerks out there.- It's just the Art Students Ball.
也许是你不想做 Maybe you just don't want it tonight.
没关系 It's fine.
我会了解的 I understand.
这很自然 It's natural.
我从书上看过这种事情的描述 I've read about such moments.
这种事女人也会发生只是她们会掩饰 It happens to women, too,only women can conceal it.
对不起 Sorry.
用不着的 Don't be.
你觉得不这么做我就会失望 You feel that you have to fuck meor I'll be disappointed.
其实你不必非干我不可 But you don't alwayshave to fuck me.
别用那个字眼 Don't say that word.
什么字？ What word?
“干”吗？ Fuck?
我现在听了会烦 It just bothers me now.
可能是因为你的口音 Maybe it's the accent.
也许是因为你不能…“干” Maybe it's just because you can't fuck.
最好别去想自己“无能”这件事 It's important not to imagineterrible things... like being impotent from now on.
没什么的，笑笑就过去了 It's nothing.We should just laugh about it.
我爱你，小甜甜 I love you, Pussy Willow.
我也爱你，休果 I love you, too, Hugo.
我对亨利付以如此的深情 I gave myself with such feelingsagainst Henry...
我体验了强烈的肉体之乐 that I experienceda great physical pleasure.
我第一次背叛亨利 My first infidelity to Henry...
是跟我丈夫做爱时 was with my own husband.
我变了 I've changed.
我感到坐立不安精力充沛，想冒险 I feel restless, spirited... adventurous.
说句实话，我希望秘密地与别人幽会 To be truthful, I hope secretlyto meet someone else.
心中充满色欲的想像 I have erotic imaginings.
我要享乐 I want pleasure.
每出来一次我就更爱你一次 Every time I go out with youI love you more than ever.
你今晚好野 You seem so wild tonight.
我今晚能做任何事 Tonight I could do anything.
我也可以 I could, too.
我们要想一些可以刺激我们的事 We need to think of somethingthat will stimulate us both.
你说什么都行，小甜甜 Anything you say, kiddo.
亨利跟我谈过这地方 Henry told me about this place.
一定有奚巧 This ought to be something.
你在这等着 Wait here.
谢谢
我和你一起 只看就好 - I'm with you.- We'll just look.
要不要看表演？
表演什么？ What's an exhibition?
你们得挑两个 Then you must choose two.
表演就是 An exhibition is...
我们看一男一女做爱 us watching a man and a womandoing it?
没有男人，只有女人 一个女人扮男人 No man. Only women.One pretends to be the man.
这么做比较好 It is better that way.N'est-ce pas?
当然了 Of course.
你绝不会失望的你可以看见一切 You will not be disappointed.You will see everything.
现在开始挑吧 And now you must choose.
她 Her.
和… And...
做爱的方式有66种 There are 66 waysin which to make love.
真的？ Oh? Really?
她们要表演计程车中做爱 They will show you lovein a taxi.
一个人睡觉时做爱 Love when one of the partnersis sleepy.
还有街头做爱，等等… Love in the street.Etcetera, etcetera.
还想看什么吗？ You like something else?
想，别假装自己是男人 Yes. Stop pretending to be a man.
想不想加入我们？ Would you like to join us?
想就别客气你是花钱的客人呀 As you wish. You're the boss.
安妮… Anais, what?
我爱你的绿眼睛，艾奎多 I love your green eyes, Eduardo.
我有东西给你看 I want to show you things.
教你几招 Teach you things.
我要你放轻松 I want you to relax.
放松自己，艾奎多 Relax, Eduardo.
我做过梦 是场噩梦 I had a dream.A nightmare.
珍回来了 June had suddenly returned.
我们关在房间 We shut ourselves in a room.
我要求脱掉衣服 I began to undress.
我要求她也脱衣服 I begged her to undress.
我要求看她的胯间 I asked to let me see between her legs.
她压在我身上 As she lay over me...
我感到一支坚挺的阳物 I felt a penis touching me.
你不高兴吗？ Aren't you glad?
我正步入危机时期艾奎多 I'm passing through a crisis, Eduardo.
你要小心，安妮 Be careful, Anais.
反常的享乐会伤害正常的情欲 Abnormal pleasures kill the tastefor the normal ones.
我恨你，亨利 I hate you, Henry...
我现在发觉我爱你甚于任何人 because I now realize I love youas I have never loved anyone.
我想念你的声音、双手和身体 I miss your voice,your hands, your body...
你的温柔、秃发和善良 your tenderness,your bearishness and your goodness.
我更思念你的友情 Most of all,I miss our friendship.
作者：无名氏
写完了 I'm finished.
我回来了，小甜甜 Pussy Willow!I'm home!
我回来了 I'm home!
亨利睡熟了他两天没合眼了 Henry's exhausted.Hasn't slept for two days.
小说刚刚写完 He's just finished his novel.
亨利 Henry.
写得太棒了 This is wonderful.
好极了 Stupendous.
过来一起睡 对，过来跟我们睡 - Come and join us.- Lay down with us, Henry.
希望你不介意 本来是安妮在看我受不了偷看了一眼 I hope you don't mind.Anais was reading this. I'm a nosy guy,so I took a peek.
我爱极了 I love it.
我想写点评论 I've been tryingto write something about it.
说明这本书对现代社会的必要性 About how necessary this book isfor our times.
你给社会一针强心剂 You give us a blood transfusion.
太美了谢谢 - Beautiful.- Thanks.
等琼看了一定高兴死了 Wait till June reads this. She'll be so thrilledthat you've finished your book.
我每次听见她的名字每看一页就心痛 Each mention of her name... each page I read is painful.
这是告别之作 Well, this was a swan song.
用来探索她才能解放自己 It was a way to understand herso I could free myself from her.
如今完成了 还没有 - It's finished now.- Not yet.
还得出版才行 出版？ - Now we've got to get it published.- Published?
谁会出版 我知道他们会怎么说了 Who will publish it?I know what they'll say.
我写的东西连法律都会禁止 There's even laws againstwhat I've written.
不过我现在很舒服了 But I feel good now.
可以庆祝自己的失败了 I'm ready to celebrate my failure.
我不会让你失败的 I won't let you be a failure.
我会让全世界的人听见的 I'll make the world listen to you.I promise.
我打算通知教宗、国王 I'm ready now to call on the pope...and all the kings...
和全世界的出版商支持你 and all the editors and publishersin the world to get them to support you.
是安妮 It's Anais.
你好，亨利 - Eduardo.- Hello, Henry.
休果呢？出差去了 - Where's Hugo?- Hugo's gone on business.
欧斯邦也去了他发疯了 Osborn's gone, too.Gone crazy.
整个人疯了，我们在庆祝他发疯，机会难得呀 Totally. We're celebrating Osborn's madness.This is a rare occasion.
不是天天有的希望他是真的疯了 It doesn't happen every day. I hopehe's really insane and not faking it.
被人带走了他是个怪物 - They came and took him away.- He was a monster.
那是他最好的一面 That was his best side.
这个地方专属我们的了 We've got the whole place to ourselves.
没见过这种事吧？ You ever see whata good contortionist can do?
我给你倒杯酒来 I'll get you something to drink.
抱歉没和你连络 Sorry I couldn't keep in touch.
我天天想你 I thought of you every day.
不过你在书中了解我了我很可怕 You know me with writing.I have a terrible time.
我没有你和亨利的才华 I don't have the giftlike you and Henry.
发现你的书放在那 I found your booklying around here.
不介意吧？ I hope you don't mind.
我偷看了一眼 I took a peek.
“乱伦之家” House of Incest?
相当好 It's nice.
莎比娜指的是我？ Is this character Sabinasupposed to be me?
一个沉默美艳的女人 "The muffled, close half talkof soft-fleshed women.
我们深情地注视对方的眼睛 Deep into each otherwe turned our hollowed eyes."
好像是诗呀 It seems like poetry sort of.
感觉很…不知道，谢谢你写我 It's so damn sweet of youto try to write something about me.
我其实… I really...
我期望的是更…的 I really expected something more...
更真实 I don't know.More real.
更真实？ More real?
对，更多生命的事 Yeah. More about, you know, life.
别生气呀 Hey, don't get upset.
有一部分很美的 Some of it's really beautiful.
我保证会再看的 I promise I'll read it again.
我最近一直很不顺 Things have been so damn tough for me.
演戏的事没成功我朋友珍又走了 The acting didn't pan out. Then Jean, my friend, left.
安妮，亨利怎么样了？ Anais, what's happened to Henry?
他整个人变了 He's so changed.
我不知道呀 June, I don't know.
我不知道说什么呀我一直很忙 I don't know what to say.I've been busy.
偶而见他一次有时一起研究写作 I've seen him occasionally. We workon our writing together sometimes.
不过我不知道 But, I don't know.
交上了一个人 I've been seeing someone.
你有情人了？ - You mean you have a lover?- Yes.
和你一起来的人 That man you came with?
是的，艾奎多 Yes. Eduardo.
安妮，我替你高兴 Anais, I'm so happy for you.
我回来不知道是为了谁 I don't know who I came back for.
别让她破坏了我们？安妮 Don't let it come between us.Please.
我需要你的信心 I need your faith.
也可能代表好运 That could be good luck, too.
有可能 Could be.
杰克，你来了 Jack, you've come.
琼 过来见见杰克他要出版我的书 June, I'd like you to meet Jack... the man who wants to publish my book.
我太太琼 你好，杰克 - My wife June.- Hiya, Jack.
幸会，米勒太太 Nice to meet you, Mrs. Miller.
从亨利的书上已经很了解你了 I feel I already know you intimatelyfrom reading Henry's book.
是吗？你认为如何？ Yeah? What do you think?
我认为市场很看好我们打算促销 I think it's strong meat.That's how we'll market it.
我们有多少佣金佣金？ - What's our cut?- Your cut?
一共是5% Lt'll be 5%.
只有5%？ A crummy 5%?
亨利用了好多年的时间 Henry spends yearswriting the book.
写这本书，命都不要了 Lives like a bum.Busts his nuts.
你别管事 而我也省吃俭用的 - Stay out of this, June.- I scrape by and do without.
我全心全意地让他去做杜斯妥也夫斯基 And pour my heart and soul in making himsome kind of Dostoyevsky.
却只拿到5% And all we get is 5%?
我的5%绝不在少数 With me, the percentagewill mean something.
不在少数是什么意思？ What does "mean something" mean?
我相信是一大笔款子 I believe it's a fair deal.
那当然了 Well, I'll be.
如果你不想出版的话… 不是的，不是… Of course, if you don't wantto publish it...
亨利他不懂生意 Henry just doesn't get business.
我们来谈谈吧 Let's us talk.
那就请吧 在谈任何事之前 By all means. But as I've said,before we can do anything...
先得有出版的钱才行 it's absolutely necessary to havethe money to print it.
杰克…我说过我会弄钱的 Jack, I've told you.I'll get the money.
我对你这一行的经营法不了解 I guess I was naive abouthow things work in your business.
希望没惹你生气，杰克 I hope I didn't upset you.
不知道是否可以先预付一点？ I was wondering if some advancemight be possible.
或者百分比稍加一点 Or maybe there's roomto improve in the percentage.
别在这里谈了这地方不合适 Let's not discuss it now. Here is not the place.
找个地方吃午饭？ Maybe you know a placewhere we could have lunch?
我知道一个相当棒的地方 I certainly do.A marvelous place.
一言为定了 认识你太好了真的，好极了 It's done then.It's been so good to meet you.
晚安 Good night.
他想唬谁呀？ Who's he trying to kid?
区区5%？ A crummy 5%.
他还没见识过我的厉害呢 He hasn't dealt withthis Brooklyn girl yet.
亨利，我们去圆顶咖啡坐坐 - Let's go for a nightcap, Henry.-
你们先去，我待会去 Go ahead. We'll join you later.
走吧
永远快乐光明 对，你也一样 - Always merry and bright.- To you, too.
再见
我该走了 不要，安妮，别走 - I should go.- No, Anais.
你待会跟艾奎多一起来 Don't go. You can catch upwith Eduardo later.
可以吧？艾奎多 All right, Eduardo?
知道吗？ Say, you know...
我不知道 I don't know.
我觉得或许现在不是替亨利出书的时候 I was thinking maybe it's not timeto publish Henry's book just now.
不出书？ Not publish?
你胡说什么？ What the hell you talking about?
我说的是那么点版税 I'm talking about the crappy deal.
还有你占安妮的便宜 And the fact that you'retaking advantage of Anais.
还有休果 And Hugo, too.
他们不是开银行的，亨利 They're not made of gold, Henry.
我说的对吗？安妮 Am I right, Anais?
对，可是…不对，我们非出书不可 Yes, but... No.
我来想办法，正当方法 I'll get it published.
用我过去的方法 The right way,just like I always have.
我们的生活一向过得去的 We've always managed to survive,you and me.
再说…书还得修改 Besides, it needs work.
什么？还没准备好 - What?- It's not ready.
比第一次稿子好多了还可以改得更好 It's better thanwhen I first read it... but it could be even better.
书中太多愤怒了，亨利 There's too much anger in the book.
太多愤怒？ Too much anger?
他妈的太多愤怒？ Too much fucking anger?
连安妮都同意你扭曲了我 Even Anais agrees that youdistorted me in your book.
她只好自己写 She had to write her own book.
他的作法不对，是吧？不对，琼 - Isn't that right?- No.
我是告诉琼书里隐含了某些情绪… I did tell June you failed to perceivecertain things.
安妮，别说了 我为他吃了多少苦 - Don't.- After all I've done for him.
我牺牲这么多年他亏欠了我的 He owes me for all the yearsI sacrificed.
你的牺牲使你更伟大我什么都不欠你 Your sacrifices just addto your greatness.
你不什么？ - I don't owe you a thing.- You don't what?
琼，他的意思是… What Henry really means is...
别说了，你还不懂他在干什么吗？ For Christ's sake,can't you see what she's doing?
别对我鬼叫 他把你当小孩 - Don't yell at me!- He treats you like a child.
她是个女人呀，亨利 我知道她是女人 - She's a woman, Henry.- I know she's a woman.
你当然知道了 你他妈的什么意思？ - I'll bet you do.- What the fuck do you mean by that?
我要走了 I'm leaving.
你怎么这样对她？ How can you treat her this way?
你醉了 You're drunk.
又怎么样？你软脚 So what? You're weak.
你一软弱我就恨你当个男人吧 I hate when you get weak.Be a man!
暴力 Violence.
我痛恨暴力 I hate your violence.
男人呀 Men.
安妮！ 不要走 Anais, don't go.
我爱你 I love you.
你聪明又残忍 You're cruel and clever.
你们两个都一样 You're both cruel and clever.
我怕你们两个 I'm afraid of both of you.
我不适合你，亨利 I'm the wrong woman for you, Henry!
我不适合你，安妮 I'm the wrong woman for you, Anais.
别管我！别碰我！ Leave me alone.Don't touch me.
我病得好严重 I'm so terribly sick.
给我平静吧 Give me peace.
我爱你 I love you.
你睡点觉吧 Get some sleep, Anais.
我不知为什么老想着那家中国餐厅 I don't know why I keep thinking ofthis little Chinese restaurant...
亨利和我下班后常去 Henry and I used to go toafter I got off work.
他在凌晨两点在舞厅外面等我 He'd wait for me outside the dance hallat 2:00 in the morning.
然后顶着冷风，拥着对方 And we'd rush throughthe freezing cold... holding each other tight.
在打烊前赶到 We'd get therejust before closing time.
在窗边坐着吃炒面 Sit in the booth by the windoweating chow mein...
望着雪花飘过 watching the snow swirl by.
我们之间有一股莫名的泪情 There was some kind of unbelievablethrill in the air between us.
现在还着情难忘 I feel kind of honored by it now.
李金餐厅 Chin Lee's.
奇怪的是 It's funny.
就像一场梦似的 It seems like a dream.
你的眼神使我害羞 Your eyes make me shy.
别害羞 Don't be shy.
你很可爱 You're so lovely.
你好娇小 So small.
我已经精疲力竭了 I burnt myself out.
我崇拜你 June, I worship you.
我不要崇拜，要了解 I don't want worship.
我了解你 I understand you.
我们该一起离开的 We should go away somewhere together...
去一个很多雪的地方 where there's lots of snow.
你好娇小 How little you are.
好单薄哟 So thin.
几乎可以一拆两半了 I could break you in two.
我觉得好纯洁 I feel innocent now.
放轻松 Relax.
你有保留 You're still holding back.
让我看看你的身体 Let me see your body.
还不够美 It isn't beautiful enough.
美？ Beautiful June.
我听见有声音 I heard a noise out there.
亨利在听 Henry was listening.
亨利只要一睡着天塌了都吵不了他 No. Once Henry falls asleep,nothing can wake him up.
是吗？ Yeah?
抱歉，我喝醉了神智不清 I'm sorry.
不用抱歉 - I lost my head. I was drunk.- Don't be sorry.
你的新爱人真的使你成长了 This new lover of yourshas really made you bloom.
好冷哟 多谈谈他 - It's chilly.- Tell me more about him.
你给他做窗帘吗？ Did you make curtains for him?
给他书看吗？ Did you give him books to read?
也送他打字机吗？ Did you give him a typewriter?
你不明白的 No, you don't understand.
我不明白？什么不明白的 I don't understand?
我爱你 That I love you.
爱？ Love?
你只是为了搜集经验你是个作家 You just want experience.You're a writer.
你张三李四什么人都能上床 You make love to whatever you need.
你跟亨利一副德性 不对，我和你一样 - You're just like Henry.- No, I'm just like you.
我看得出你玩什么把戏 I can see exactly what you're doing.
你太狡猾 太狡猾了 You're so slippery.So slippery.
婊子、骗子你买他的爱 You bitch! Liar, trickster.You bought his love!
闭嘴！ Shut up!
你两人剥夺了我抢走我的一切 You both robbed me blind. You stole everything.
我不在乎我还有更多可以付出的 - What do I care? I've got more to give.- Shut up.
闭嘴！给一个全新一流的作家 To someone new.Some truly great writer.
亨利说你收容我们是因为你无聊 Henry said you just took us inbecause you were bored.
谎话！ That's a lie.
谎话！ A lie.
我梦到你了 I was dreaming about you.
安妮 Anais.
怎么了？怎么了？ What's wrong?
她骗人！骗人… She lies.
她怕些什么？ She lies.What is she afraid of?
我不明白，我想给她一切 I don't understand.I tried to give her everything.
我知道… I know.
太美了 我没料错 Very pretty.Just like I figured it.
我全知道了 Now I know everything.
我想在走之前还一样东西 I wanted to return somethingbefore I leave.
我借的书 Some books I borrowed.
琼，你错了我们只是朋友 June, you're wrong! We're just friends.I never touched her.
把她打发走，你需要我 Get rid of her, Henry.
好吧，好…你自己决定的 All right, you made your choice.
我只能再给你一样东西了 I've only got one more thingI can give you.
最后一章，你看明白 Your last chapter.
你来这干什么，这么冷 What are you doing out here?It's freezing.
我四处找她 I thought she'd do something crazy.I never know.
耽心她做傻事 I looked all over for her.
这是我的 This is mine.
这是我的 This is mine, too.
战争总算结束了 I feel like the war's over.
那个别动它 Hey, what are you doing?Come on.
别动它！ Leave that there.
留下陪我，我们得谈谈 Stay with me, for Christ's sake.We gotta talk.
不行 I can't.
你去哪？回家 - Where are you going?- Home.
什么？ What?
我也爱他，你嫁了个好人 Hugo. I love him, too.You married a great guy.
干你的，杰克 Fuck you, Jack.
这么做不行 That won't do it.
打发不了我 That won't get rid of me.
你是我朋友 You're my friend.
我会去找你 I'm going to come after you.
你忍心在这时丢下我？我需要你 Hey, how can you leave meat a time like this? I need you.
我需要你 I need you.
要不要搭便车？ I thought you might need a lift.
一切还好吧？ Is everything all right?
亨利 Hey, Henry.
手伸出来 Give me your hand.
那天清晨我哭了 That morning I wept.
我哭是因为我爱这一条让我离开亨利的街道 I wept because I loved the streetsthat took me away from Henry...
有一天也会让我回到他身边 and would lead me back to him.
我哭也为了成为一个女人的过程如此痛苦 I wept because the processby which I had become a woman... was painful.
我更为了从今起我哭的机会会减少而哭 I wept because from now on... I would weep less.
我哭因为我的痛苦消失了 I wept because I had lost my pain...
而痛苦的不存在我居然如此不适应 and I was not yet accustomed to its absence.
安妮遗愿她的故事只有在休果死后再公诸于世
休果成为制片，短片现存纽约现代博物馆中
TropicofCancer
在安妮支持下于1934年出版
并在27个英语国家遭禁
安妮与亨利成为莫逆之交
终身鼓励对方写作各有著作无数
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